The pleasure he is seeking is not there in his dreams, but, here with me for which he needs to awake...I cant see him suffer anymore. It is going to hurt me more than him, but, I need to shock him to wake him up....
Running after them, I lost my peace. But now, I don't value them much, as I have realized, that they are just conveniences, and my preference is peace....
I am tired of running. Not because I don’t have the strength. What is tiring me down is my constant desire to win, to grow and to remain on the top ….Why cant I just run for the sake of running….
I didn't do anything, I didn't have anything, Yet, he choose me...Why? Because he chooses for no reason.His wish is much beyond the good & bad, the capable & incapable....I thank him for that. He is not like us, I thank him for letting me be his chosen one....
I am the negative and I have ruled here for so long but even then I am afraid that some day he will wake up….that will be my last day. Though I am strong and will put him to slumber again by all means….but what if he seeks help from an enlightened …..i am just a shadow and can never face the light…so let him sleep………….