I surrender.....

After all that I have done in my past, I now surrender to you....Take me away from the Good & Bad, Take me away from the past & future and Take me away from the joy & sorrow.Take me to the center of all, where you are...That is where I want to be, so now I surrender......

I need a spark to burn it all...

My effort is not sufficient, it is just the fuel for him to light with his spark and burn it all....

I need to shock him to wake him up....

The pleasure he is seeking is not there in his dreams, but, here with me for which he needs to awake...I cant see him suffer anymore. It is going to hurt me more than him, but, I need to shock him to wake him up....

Can't sit on the same chair....

The chair is one and we are two. When i sat, i ruled and suffered. Now you sit and i will go forever, as we both can't sit on the same chair.......

My Preference is Peace....

Running after them, I lost my peace. But now, I don't value them much, as I have realized, that they are just conveniences, and my preference is peace....

I am tired of running

I am tired of running. Not because I don’t have the strength. What is tiring me down is my constant desire to win, to grow and to remain on the top ….Why cant I just run for the sake of running….

The Chosen One...

I didn't do anything, I didn't have anything, Yet, he choose me...Why? Because he chooses for no reason.His wish is much beyond the good & bad, the capable & incapable....I thank him for that. He is not like us, I thank him for letting me be his chosen one....

If he wakes up I will die……………………

I am the negative and I have ruled here for so long but even then I am afraid that some day he will wake up….that will be my last day. Though I am strong and will put him to slumber again by all means….but what if he seeks help from an enlightened …..i am just a shadow and can never face the light…so let him sleep………….

I am at a height...

I can't hear him now... will have to go down to his level to answer him back, and loose all that I have gained...instead, I pray for his progress, because now, I am at a height....

Don’t feed him feed me

Don’t feed him feed me, i am your positive and he is your negative energy. Every wrong action or thought feeds him, and every good feeds me.
Feeding him too much will make him stronger and will always make him rule. If so happens, he will never let you do anything right and will take you away from the path of Truth, Love and Forgiveness.
He will always encourage you to have revenge, jealousy, and greed, because that is what he lives on. We both demand our food but its up to you whom you feed, and that will decide what kind of a person you are going to be.

You can never be at peace if under his rule. So feed me more and more so I may defeat him, and help you to attain enlightenment.

Every human is born with equal energies, but then what choice he makes first (good or bad) makes that energy strong. It is a never ending fight between the two. But, it gets very hard to beat your negative side if it has become strong, because not only will it demand bad, it will also never let you do good. Many times you know that you are doing wrong, yet you do it. Some call it a bad habit, but its because of your negative energy that you had fed, and, I am not able to stop you because of my weakness. Had you given me enough feed I would have….so I beg, don’t feed him feed me.......

Cant Find the Switch……..need help

I know and have heard it from many that the light we want is within, but where can I find the switch to turn it on. The darkness within has hidden it all. Now I stand here alone waiting for someone to come with his light and help me find my switch…..

World is a stage.....

Without any interruption, I perform only what the director wants. With no grief of the past and no worry of the future, I just act the way he wants me to act today. Because, I am an actor and this world is a stage.....